Christmas 2005 in Philly

and months later…. after moving back in with my family…………………….

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Written December 28, 2005

past couple of days/weeks have been memorable. i don’t know when the last time everyone spent time like that. first few days kinda sucked [in a way]. after that.. things got better. ate so much food that i don’t really get a change of eating back at home. it felt like the good ol’ days [back in miami]. i miss those days. waking up at my aun’ts house and smelling that food that’s typical of us to eat. i miss kickin it with my cousin [and his friends]. it’s not something i should be taking for granted. but i sure did back in the day. childish days just riding our bikes thru puddles and gettin all dirty. who gave a fuck though. definitely not me nor my cousin. i wish my gramma dora from miami was there.. people’s attitude from miami is totally different than that of those from california. californians are mellow in comparison to those from miami. miami gives you life. it gives you fire. california just gives you sophistication. it gives you thta business attitude. it doesn’t nurture your playful side. you’re always sso serious over there. i don’t understand it. maybe it’s because of all those towering business buildings. in miami you have the beaches, the people, the parties, the club, south beach. in california, you got intel, amd, mercado, and starbucks. totally different than that of miami. schools are different. california seems to be mmore oriented. definately can focuse here. if yu’re not from the area. if you are, you’re more than likely a spoiled brat. miami doesn’t give you that personality. if you have that, it’s because you just m oved to miami with your parents because you got money from a big company from some other state.

overall, i enjoy being with my family. i have more appreciation for the things they do. i see them in a different light and i hope that later on in the future i’m able to fulfill those things i said i would wanna do. my cousin is gonna be come a pilot. for the airforce. maybe we can travel the world with efamily. iplan on being rich. someway or another, it’ll happen. it’s a dream. and i hope it comes true.

i also noticed something different with religon. i did a little prayer at this enormous church and for some strange reason i ddin’t think twice about it. nexxt day, well.. let’s just say that we got rewarded in a great way. i can’t believe it ever happened. i’l be honest, i have a different view about that sorta type fo thin. maybe i’ll beome involved [when i'm ready.]. iono though.

overall.. it’s been great!